Marissa Mae
09-28-2007, 07:16 PM
Today was HUGE for me: it was the first time I have come out to someone aside from my girlfriend :D Boy was I nervous, but I gathered the courage and just let it go! It was like opening a valve to release pressure, and it started almost perfectly.
I had thought about telling my girl roomate about me for a while. From what I have experienced living with her, she is very cool, young at heart, understanding, and not afraid of what others think. So she seemed to be the best candidate for a "tell all". A while ago I told her that I dressed as a French Maid for Halloween, and since Halloween is around the corner, she has been asking me what I am going to go as... and the topic of the maid came up again :D She insisted that I wear it again, she wanted to see it etc... I played hard to get, saying it was a one time deal and I was going to throw it out today. But she wanted to see it!!!!
So I got in the entire luxurious maids outfit, wig and all, and showed her. This part was easy because she thought it was a one time thing; but this was just the set up. I was sitting there talking to her, saying it was fun to wear it, and she was saying stuff like "oh you should try some of my dresses on" :love: So I did, and was in heaven.. it felt great! And then I decided it was time, and I say: "To be honest, I dress up quite frequently, and I really enjoy it". She laughed, didn't believe me, until I showed her my knee high boots that I had standing by. After that, I showed her my whole collection, and we talked alot. It was so relieving being able to talk to someone openly and have them understand!!!
Anyways, now she knows, and she wants to take me shopping and stuff, wants to go walking around, even said she wanted to try dressing like a man, though I would have no idea where to start with her!!!! But yeah, now I can dress and talk to her whenever there is no one else home :thumbsup: I feel great!!!
I had thought about telling my girl roomate about me for a while. From what I have experienced living with her, she is very cool, young at heart, understanding, and not afraid of what others think. So she seemed to be the best candidate for a "tell all". A while ago I told her that I dressed as a French Maid for Halloween, and since Halloween is around the corner, she has been asking me what I am going to go as... and the topic of the maid came up again :D She insisted that I wear it again, she wanted to see it etc... I played hard to get, saying it was a one time deal and I was going to throw it out today. But she wanted to see it!!!!
So I got in the entire luxurious maids outfit, wig and all, and showed her. This part was easy because she thought it was a one time thing; but this was just the set up. I was sitting there talking to her, saying it was fun to wear it, and she was saying stuff like "oh you should try some of my dresses on" :love: So I did, and was in heaven.. it felt great! And then I decided it was time, and I say: "To be honest, I dress up quite frequently, and I really enjoy it". She laughed, didn't believe me, until I showed her my knee high boots that I had standing by. After that, I showed her my whole collection, and we talked alot. It was so relieving being able to talk to someone openly and have them understand!!!
Anyways, now she knows, and she wants to take me shopping and stuff, wants to go walking around, even said she wanted to try dressing like a man, though I would have no idea where to start with her!!!! But yeah, now I can dress and talk to her whenever there is no one else home :thumbsup: I feel great!!!