jessica duprea
10-12-2007, 06:35 PM
um I don't get how I was born a boy liked being a boy and always felt like a boy, could find my self from age 9 or 10 want to be a girl.
I don't remember when or why I started cross dressing, but I met an older boy who wanted to play school, but he wanted to have sex but I would only play if I could be a girl???????? where did this come from????????
I found my self alway needing to cross-dress and i would pray at night to wake up a girl.
I would cry why am i so messed up, why do I want to be a girl?
why do I like feminine things.
why can't I stop?
I would look at girls in playboy and others and fantasize I was one of them that I was a girl and I would reed forum and look for the stories about the girls or boys being dominated by men.
I desired men yet I'm not attracted to them??????????
I don't get that
I cant see myself in a relationship with a man but I'll have sex with them all day.
I have taken hormones and have alway wanted to change my sex.
I want breast, and a vagina and I wish to god I was born a female.
But I am a man um I don't get this.
I love woman.
I need them.
I desire them.
I'm jealous of them.
I envy them.
I cant look at woman without finding myself all messed up.
I feel so normal dressed as a woman I don't understand how I could start off normal and end up like this without being able to revert.
any ideas?
I don't remember when or why I started cross dressing, but I met an older boy who wanted to play school, but he wanted to have sex but I would only play if I could be a girl???????? where did this come from????????
I found my self alway needing to cross-dress and i would pray at night to wake up a girl.
I would cry why am i so messed up, why do I want to be a girl?
why do I like feminine things.
why can't I stop?
I would look at girls in playboy and others and fantasize I was one of them that I was a girl and I would reed forum and look for the stories about the girls or boys being dominated by men.
I desired men yet I'm not attracted to them??????????
I don't get that
I cant see myself in a relationship with a man but I'll have sex with them all day.
I have taken hormones and have alway wanted to change my sex.
I want breast, and a vagina and I wish to god I was born a female.
But I am a man um I don't get this.
I love woman.
I need them.
I desire them.
I'm jealous of them.
I envy them.
I cant look at woman without finding myself all messed up.
I feel so normal dressed as a woman I don't understand how I could start off normal and end up like this without being able to revert.
any ideas?