Veronica Fallon
10-13-2007, 01:22 PM
How many of us with a somewhat deeper femme side have noticed any type of age progression with it??
I began dressing at the age of 32, after an old GF urged me to, for her enjoyment. My inner woman was profoundly awakened in that first, amazing moment!! At first "she" felt like a teen-age girl, just exploring many aspects of her budding womanhood for the very first time. The name "Tina" seemed to fit best with her feelings, & she was thusly named on my first day ever crossdressed.
Tina experienced everything with such a beautiful (& such deeply felt!) sense of sheer, innocent wonder, a feeling "he" hadn't known since early childhood. She was fascinated by everything, joyfully energetic, playfully enthusiastic, easily excitable, & bubbling with happiness. She was light & free & full of love. I'd never imagined I could feel that wonderful! :c9:
She had several months to extensively explore herself with that old GF, before I broke off the relationship & changed my living circumstances at the same time. As suddenly as it had appeared, my dressing had to be put on hold for awhile. I dressed off & on for the next ten years or so, depending on my circumstances, but usually at least once a month. I still felt like a teen-age girl every time. :battingeyelashes:
My current GF loves me as a female & prefers that I dress almost daily, especially since I can now also work from home. Before we moved in together 1 1/2 years ago, I had a feeling that my feminine-self would probably "evolve" under such ideal conditions. I could foresee my tastes broadening from baby-pink ruffles & lace, to 20-something tastefully sexy styles, casual-wear, & maybe even some fetish-wear. I felt the first stirrings of wanting to experience the outside world en-femme. For the first time I imagined spending real time with others who shared my "special gift". I could picture myself growing into an adult woman soon. It seemed like I should find her a better fitting name. I got fully made-up & sank deeply into all things feminine, & meditated until "Veronica Fallon" came naturally to my lips.
For 1 1/2 years now, I've been fully embracing my femininity, & have indeed found "her" to be growing in age. I still feel like an innocent young babe sometimes, but more often now it's like early-mid twenties. I feel the differences on several levels but find it hard to explain. It's sorta like she started at the youngest age I could relate well to, & is progressing through collage-age towards young womanhood. So far it feels like she ages a year for every 3-4 months in drab-life.
So how (if at all) has the "age-thing" manifested in your experiences???
Timeless Hugz,
Veronica
I began dressing at the age of 32, after an old GF urged me to, for her enjoyment. My inner woman was profoundly awakened in that first, amazing moment!! At first "she" felt like a teen-age girl, just exploring many aspects of her budding womanhood for the very first time. The name "Tina" seemed to fit best with her feelings, & she was thusly named on my first day ever crossdressed.
Tina experienced everything with such a beautiful (& such deeply felt!) sense of sheer, innocent wonder, a feeling "he" hadn't known since early childhood. She was fascinated by everything, joyfully energetic, playfully enthusiastic, easily excitable, & bubbling with happiness. She was light & free & full of love. I'd never imagined I could feel that wonderful! :c9:
She had several months to extensively explore herself with that old GF, before I broke off the relationship & changed my living circumstances at the same time. As suddenly as it had appeared, my dressing had to be put on hold for awhile. I dressed off & on for the next ten years or so, depending on my circumstances, but usually at least once a month. I still felt like a teen-age girl every time. :battingeyelashes:
My current GF loves me as a female & prefers that I dress almost daily, especially since I can now also work from home. Before we moved in together 1 1/2 years ago, I had a feeling that my feminine-self would probably "evolve" under such ideal conditions. I could foresee my tastes broadening from baby-pink ruffles & lace, to 20-something tastefully sexy styles, casual-wear, & maybe even some fetish-wear. I felt the first stirrings of wanting to experience the outside world en-femme. For the first time I imagined spending real time with others who shared my "special gift". I could picture myself growing into an adult woman soon. It seemed like I should find her a better fitting name. I got fully made-up & sank deeply into all things feminine, & meditated until "Veronica Fallon" came naturally to my lips.
For 1 1/2 years now, I've been fully embracing my femininity, & have indeed found "her" to be growing in age. I still feel like an innocent young babe sometimes, but more often now it's like early-mid twenties. I feel the differences on several levels but find it hard to explain. It's sorta like she started at the youngest age I could relate well to, & is progressing through collage-age towards young womanhood. So far it feels like she ages a year for every 3-4 months in drab-life.
So how (if at all) has the "age-thing" manifested in your experiences???
Timeless Hugz,
Veronica