Halloween blues

I know alot of your girls look forward to upcoming halloween and Im very happy for all. Unfortunately for me in life its always been a depressing day for myself. On the holiday back in 93 I brought my new g/f at the time to met my family and to celebrate my sisters birthday. After a wonderful evening , the following morning while out playing golf I gotten a call from my sister telling me I needed to come home now.Upon arriving noticing some close friends of mine were there along with my g/f. My sis took me into the back room to explain that my mother had passed away during the nifht suddenly. I almost died and wanted to just end mine since my mom was my life. My g/f stayed by my side for a week she wouldt leave my side. Weve been together for 19 yrs now and was married for 13 before we lost each other. It took us less than a year to find ourselvea again after the divorce, even divorced we stayed close. Weve been back together for some time here as Ive written before about. Were engaged again and looking for our dresses to walk down the aisle in. Our pastor will be doing the service al thought its gonna be outside so theres no issues with the church as we dont want any ppl upset at us Our church family is supportive and has met me both ways and ben accepted so thats a pkus. Im very happy for you girls and definately have fun on that day. I will Ill be dressed with my s/o as we do our yearly thing on that day and make a visit to someone I still miss dearly in my heart.
Renee
Im such a cry baby as tears are flowing now. Thank goodness Im at work and not wearing any mascara .

I am sorry to hear about your loss and how it still affects you today. Loss of a loved one is never easy :( I wish you all the best with everything in your life :)

Sending you a big hug from over the pond.

Hugs

J

Anniversaries are tough even as the years go by memories do not fade.
I am glad you have support. Smile take a deep breath and go and give your former ex a big hug.

My mother passed away at the age of 85 in 2004. We knew it was coming for 10 years since she battled cancer for over 10 years. I can't imagine how painful it would be to lose a mother suddenly. Hang in there. the pain will go away over time and you will be left with the good memories.

Renee, I know your pain, I lost my father on a Holiday, many years ago, I've never enjoyed that holiday since, while other people celebrate, I give pause to remember my dad, and it's a solemn day for me.
Tina B.

Hugs and prayers, hon.