If Tomorrow Never Comes...
So - even though I'm now stepping out more and more as Shawna...no one in my family knows about my dressing. (I realize now that Shawna is the real me - and that I'll need to come out soon - but that's another post at a later date...)
A few days ago, as I was driving fully dressed, the thought occurred to me: "What if I died today as Shawna? How would my wife and family deal with not only my death - but with only just realizing that they never really knew me?"
I guess it's just really struck me that being totally honest with ourselves includes being totally honest with those we love. NOW - I'm just trying to figure out the best way to do that...