Sigh.....
All I have to do anymore is look in the mirror......reality check
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Sigh.....
All I have to do anymore is look in the mirror......reality check
:surrenderThe truth?....I see and feel like an old man fooling himself...and that makes me very sad.
:daydreaming:Yes I would...but in my occupation it wouldn't be so different than what I wear now! Can't throw straps, chains and binders in pretty frocks, can you?
:sad:For many years I had fun with crossdressing, but I had a serious dose of reality back in May when I went to a Transgender event. Lets just say I haven't recovered and probably never will.....
:heehee:I fall in the "Whole Package" group...Female is female!
:battingeyelashes:Overwhelming need to be...the turning and flooding of a tidal basin, filling it with the need to express what is in my heart and soul.
:battingeyelashes:Sigh....This is about how I feel too. You reach a point in your life where you just strike a balance and be at peace with your life.
:battingeyelashes:Well.....I finally did it. 57 years of working up the nerve to look my Mom in the eyes and tell her who I really am.
The earth is still spinning....
The waters are still flowing...
:battingeyelashes:I'm one of the lucky ones that has a wonderful supportive bride too. God bless them!!
:battingeyelashes:LOL...Face rebuild for sure!!!
:battingeyelashes:I have questioned this all my life. But as I have become more at peace with myself its less "Why?' and more "Why not!!" We are who we are....so be at peace with it.
Hugs to all of...
:battingeyelashes:This is wonderful!! I wish happiness and love for both of you!!
:battingeyelashes:Ah...to be blessed with such wonderful people in your life!!!! Enjoy!!!
:battingeyelashes:I have been sleeping in nighties for 15 years now and about half the time with a sleep bra and forms. Vintage long gowns are my choice and I fish around on EBay once in a while and...
:daydreaming:The feel of my earrings.....and the compliments I get from my sweet wife on how I look.
My goodness this brings back awful memories....
My first wife found out about this side of me 20 years into a stormy marriage and insisted we get "Religious" counseling...Baptist...
:battingeyelashes:This topic comes up once in a while and it really makes me wish I was born in this day of information! I would have made much more informed choices in my life and not gone through...
:battingeyelashes:Practice, practice, practice!
I have a 5D2 with too many "L" lenses...the one I use is the 24-70 F2.8 for Karen pics. I set it up with just center point AF, set the camera to...
:battingeyelashes:Fulfillment
:oMy first tries were at my sister's expense...though I did try my Mom's Nylons...being 5 or meant I could pull them clear over my head!!:D
:battingeyelashes:Hmmmm....4? maybe 5...I am not too assertive at all
:straightface:I think most CD's would love to be perceived as female when we are dressed...but the grim reality for me is that I am built like a linebacker....sigh...I see all these younger girls...
:battingeyelashes:I love the long Shadowline gowns! I also have several beautiful long vintage gowns that I found on EBay.
:battingeyelashes:35 years on the road and my alter ego has only appeared a few times. It just doesn't blend well...carhart bibs, boots and lace?? Naw.. I do enjoy the wonderful supporting underwear...
:battingeyelashes:Counseling will help you and yours work out if you two are going to be able to deal with who and what you are. My bride and I are in counseling too and it has done wonders to help...