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my downtime seems kind of lame, only for a year and a half. I decided to be homeless, quiet and mundane, with some twisted idea that it would actually make things easier.

It depends on the scene. I usually stay to environments where I feel safe and there its not so much a concern - although on an off-topic note, with my demons in play, I did exchange outfits while in...

if I wanted to open up a mixed bag I usually go out of my way to avoid as it instantly becomes the end all "ah ha!" so that's why I prefer pepsi over coke.

I'd have to go on TRT in order to...

If I was to break it down to the simple without my usual digressions, waxing, waning ... its feeling stronger as a 'woman' than as a man.

For me it just sort of mediates a balance.

Like to an...

Its probably been asked before... but have any of you felt you've gotten more in touch with your masculine side through cd'ing?

I'm at a loss as to how to explain how I feel about that, but it is...

Sure, I might even play it low-key to my fantasies of going to a reunion with "The Homecoming Queen's Got A Gun" playing through the room along with almost every cliche to be had.

Despite my...

it relieves tension and anxiety joking around with a romantic interest even when you know there's no possibility -- because pandora's box has been opened and there's no putting it back inside.

If...

Well some of my income does venture into areas where its expected or required in a sense as its more aware of the cd'ing or bending - although that aspect could probably be removed and still be...

It does make holiday shopping easier to cast-off clothing you've outgrown in one way or another to those close-by.

Bad is going to an event and having the same outfit as the wait staff, that the...

I have one foot in the grave at 30, but I've retained my obnoxious self centered ego and cattiness, along with having all the answers except those that are actually able to affect my own life. :devil:

I with all of ya... a little destructive mayhem can be quite constructive. Boxing, even a couple video games can be good too.

It's becoming more difficult to even go out into the wilds and let...

The fun for interpretation under these themes would be knowing whether you were in goil mode or guy mode.

But really, grasping at straws at either is best served for self interpretation.

If I...

But isn't it a harmless reaction?

It's not like you went up and shamed the guy.

So does it really need to be examined, dissected and turned into some form of bigotry or bias that calls for a...

My first concern would go to advocacy ... to the extent of before coming out or considering to come out - which in this case would likely be a necessity - you might want to think about contacting a...

Early on I don't think I saw the big taboo of it - clothes are clothes. girls are boys, boys are girls, and if the only reason you can give me is boys can't do that - but I just did, so I guess...

With the hours she worked and by the time I hit puberty, I was paying for my own clothes she didn't really have much say. I was on the alternative side so nothing was a shock for her really. long...

I usually think most cds are straight. Even fundamentally so which I think adds to some of the inner turmoil to the question - fundamental to the sense of the m/f dynamic, or the everquest in...

I probably would have gotten into a lot more trouble had that been the case. But still, I believe its fundamentally ingrained in me that I wouldn't feel right as either.

But even that being said,...

in public on the trampy side, a red and black corset with garters, nylons and heels - but it was going to a viewing of the RHPS. Other than that, it's a bit more bendy.

High heels in general aren't designed for comfort nor extended wear. More so the higher you go.

3 to 4 hours is kind of pushing it for most people, unless there's a lot of time to sit, flex and...

I thought it was bathed in the blood of virgins, eating the placenta of newborns or face wash with a newborns first urine sample (which was a trend from either Italy or Brazil). Or there was a...

Could I be a hobbit... like Pippin or Meri.

As traits go ... it depends on who you ask and how much or little information they have.

In my social circles most of the 'traditional' roles are...

You get more of a work out in heels while jogging, powerwalking, using a treadmill or stairs/steps. Also, tend to stand straighter, use fuller leg motions, developing rhythm and balance.

Although...

I'm having trouble with my own introduction to this group..

but that aside, it's still about what you two are comfortable with. Words are such simple, arbitrary things, sometimes these are just...