Its not all about money for transitioning. I am a transwoman, I still have male parts. I don't ever see myself getting rid of them for my own personal reasons. It does not make me any less of a woman...
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Its not all about money for transitioning. I am a transwoman, I still have male parts. I don't ever see myself getting rid of them for my own personal reasons. It does not make me any less of a woman...
I promise you, the neighbor didn't notice. They were standing far enough away to not get as clear of a look as you think they got. And they probably wouldnt give a crap anyways. People have their own...
I've found the transgenger sub reddits to be the exact opposite. Alot of false praise and alot of "girl, of course you pass".... Ugh. A lot like this place... Lol.
I've posted pictures in...
It looks like an interesting piece of propaganda made by the Russian government to slam transition.
The interview is just them asking if you know what you are getting into and going over the effects. The interview is not like what you get at a therapist. They go by an informed consent model. My...
You can go to planned parenthood and get hormones if you want them. No letter, no therapy, just ask and they will prescribe.
I was on hormones for almost a year before attempting to present...
So a year or so ago I posted this thread...
https://www.crossdressers.com/forums/showthread.php?234100-I-m-overwhelmed
Tl:dr... Life sucks, I'm miserable... Starting therapy... She says I'm...
I've been growing mine for almost a year. It's finally long enough to put in a "man bun". It's ok for now, still not long enough for me to forego a wig.
When it was shorter, I wore alot of hats ...
The only option I had was hormones and starting transition or suicide. I was in such a dark place last year that I was OK with leaving my kids parentless and just ending it. The only reason I'm alive...
Why is it a silly question?
So, I'm now 2 months into hormones....
I am so happy right now. My anxiety comes and goes, but I can usually handle it now. I feel like someone has flipped the lights on and I can see now. I'm...
I can't believe it's been three months already since I started this thread. Time is like a roll of toilet paper... The further you get into it, the faster it goes...
Anyway, It been two weeks of...
Got my hormones today. Also got an unexpected prostate exam... Ugh. Lol
The doctor was really nice, and he seems to agree with the therapist with regards to it helping my state of mind. I'm...
So, here's a quick update...
Therapy sucks. I've been to her a few times now, and it gets harder each time. Not because of her, she's doing her job and she's pushing me for answers and self...
I've been feeling down... I guess it's better than anxious though... Lol
I really wish I could put this back in the box and bury my head back in the sand. It worked well enough for a long time,...
I have been trying to repress this for so long, I don't know what I am. I'm not a crossdresser. This is more than that, that's one thing I'm sure of. I haven't gotten real enough with myself to see...
Ive been trying to reply to this thread for the last couple of days, but I can't seem to put a coherent thought together. I'm anxious as hell right now. I'm working a ton of hours at work through...
This is something I'm struggling with. My earliest memories of needing to wear women's clothing were age 10 or so?... I don't remember much of anything of my childhood, so I can't really put my...
I feel differently. I'm eaten up with shame and guilt.
I'm ashamed of the fact that I lie to myself constantly and that I lie to others as well. I'm ashamed because I've allowed my lies to hurt...
I don't know if I'm ready or not. My goal when I went to see a gender therapist was to get therapy. I figured it would be a few visits before we even considered medical treatment of this. I didn't...
I've revisited my old threads. I've always been uncomfortable with who I am. It's never been just cross dressing.... I tried to fit into things here at first, but as time has gone on, I've found...
I'm stuck waiting till Feb for my endo appointment. It's going to be a long 2 months... I'm not sure how to settle down between now and then. I do see the therapist again in January, hopefully that...
Thanks everyone, I figured I'd pop in for an update... And it's going to be non coherent and probably misunderstood but please let me open up without too much judgement.
I got the letter for...
I'm not on medication of any sort. I've tried antidepressants, but they just made me a smiling idiot. I looked better to others, but my head was just cloudy and I couldn't think clearly. I'd rather...
Thanks everyone for your thoughts... I'm going to try and respond as best as I can from my cell phone...
My avatar is how I feel. I'm not going to actually set myself on fire, but truth be told, I...