Hi everyone,
Just a little update.
Four months ago I mentioned I had started a new job. Sadly I had to quit two months ago. It just wasn't me, it didn't bring any fulfillment, and the time I...
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Hi everyone,
Just a little update.
Four months ago I mentioned I had started a new job. Sadly I had to quit two months ago. It just wasn't me, it didn't bring any fulfillment, and the time I...
Ow, I used Google Translate for the word 'pedagogical' :). It's related to being able to educate or coach or tutor (I think).
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The past month has been good. The new job, although not the job of a lifetime, goes well. The colleagues are very grateful for what I do for them, what I have to do isn't above what I can do,...
Thank you all!
I've been doing webdesign and webhosting on the side for 6 years now. I'm getting better, but not yet there yet to attract or tackle bigger clients, so I can't live from it...
Hi everyone
A small update on my current situation and progress.
The past few months things haven't been going as well as I hoped for.
I only lasted one week in my new job as web developer. I...
Thank you all!
I'll try to visit more often and share my experiences and changes. I think there will be more coming since I'm on HRT now. Untill now I was able to stay safely in the closet, but...
Hi everyone
I just wanted to share a little update in my personal life since my last post in March.
In a week I'll be starting in a new job as Web Developer. After 10 years as teacher, and one...
Well, I can understand my parents, I don't blame them, but it makes it more difficult.
My aunt does talk to them, but my parents already thought that she's to impulsive and floats through life...
It's indeed not easy. I told my parents I cry sometimes for being born this way, wanting to run away from all of it, but you can't run away from yourself. I could try to push it back in, to ignore...
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I've been absent for a few months, but just wanted to let everyone know things are ok.
I decided not to go back to my job as teacher in my current school and look for something new, a new...
I'm happy that I can share my story here and that it's heard and understood.
My visit to my parents wasn't all good. You could feel the tension and the fact that they didn't know how to act around...
I had my last session with my current therapist yesterday. She was so happy for me, for the progress I made in over two months, for the inner peace and joy that was showing in my expression. She also...
Yes, I recently came to realize that I want to transition. I wanted to tell my parents when I knew for sure for myself. Tomorrow I have my next session with my therapist.
On a sidenote, am I...
Thank you all, I did suprise myself by telling them.
Last night I also told a good friend who knows me for more then 10 years. Although surprised, he was happy for me that I finally found my inner...
Last night I drove to my parents unannounced and told them how I felt on the inside and how I came to know and accept it for myself.
There was a lot of silence, a few questions and some comments.
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That's not what I'm saying perce. A vanishing twin might be a possible part of the reason why someone wants to CD. But whatever reason it may be, it's who you are, so no therapeutic session that...
There's so much weight from my shoulders now that I've finally come to terms with this. It's a frightening journey, but I will take every step with guidance from specialists.
Thank you!
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That would be wonderfull! :daydreaming:
I'm not really concerned that it's going to be a problem for my school in the end, except for a few (rather conservative) parents that might have a...
Well, yesterday, I had a talk with my therapist about my experiences from last month, ending with the best moment of my life last Friday when Helena finally came out in public.
It was emotional for...
I just wanted to share that I talked about this today with my therapist after reading the book.
With or without a lost twin sister, my desires to feel or be like a woman are part of me, and as every...
Thank you all, for your replies and private messages. It's being a big help that I'm not alone and that this contrast of feelings is normal. It's feels like hitting puberty again.
Last night,...
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After I saw myself with wig and make-up for the first time earlier this week, I was full of joy and happiness. I was amazed by how I looked and my beautician and aunt confirmed my growing...
Coincidence, I'm reading a book by about it right now (http://freespirit-tv.com/2011/11/austermann%E2%80%8F-the-surviving-twin-syndrome/), recommended by my therapist. It's a rather new way of...
At the current currency exchange rate it would be around 1000 USD. It's a Raquel Welch with real human hair and handmade. I know some will call me crazy, it's a lot of money, and I might have had the...
Well, I'm not transitioning (yet). I want to know the feeling of being feminine, to figure out where I want to go from where I am now. I'm letting my hair grow, but it's going to slow to experience...