Definitely a sexual turn on for me. I consider my crossdressing more on fetish side.
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Definitely a sexual turn on for me. I consider my crossdressing more on fetish side.
I can definitely relate Robin. I joined the military so as to look super masculine and tough. I didn't want the world to see what was inside. After getting out and reaching my mid forties, things...
There is definitely something very sexy about "wetlook". Whether its from the rain or a pool, I love the way the clothes become very clingy and transparent.
Whatever the level of our dressing, I think at some point each one of us wants to be out in public as our true, authentic selves. Fear kept me hiding for so long and my fears were way overblown. ...
Glam rock, hair bands, eyeliner, and spandex. It was definitely a decade for androgony. I recently saw a few 80's Bon Jovi videos and Jon looked just like a girl.
I'm 62, and although I don't dress to pass, I envision myself as a college girl. I shop and wear clothes from the junior department.
No I would not transition if I were growing up today. However I would hopefully be more open about myself and not live in shame and fear like I did growing up in the 50's and 60's.
Your anxiety is so bad right now that you are in a constant state of panic. OCD is an anxiety disorder. I have OCD and I double and triple check everything, do rituals with counting, and get upset...
Mikeyp I honestly don't think you are a TS. We all wish we could look like these hot looking girls and we envy them. And a lot of us feel shame and self loathing because we are this way. I've...
If I'm correct, you are looking for a woman thats not a "pro dominatrix" that will indulge your "sissy" fantasies. You might check out BDSM groups in your area. Many non pro dominant women belong...
You are carrying around shame and self hatred because you feel you are not what society says a man should be. I'm a fetish dresser who grew up in the 50's and 60's. Back then I heard society use...
Having grown up in the 1950's and 60's where society was very intolerant, I developed shame at an early age. Words like weird, sick, pervert, freak, and abomination were used to describe someone...
When we keep our authentic selves bottled up for years, it causes great inner turmoil and stress. At some point it has to come out and be expressed so we can be at peace and be happy. I've always...
Hi Rachel. I know exactly what you are going through. Uncertainty, especially about who we are, can cause a lot of internal stress and turmoil. I'm somewhere in the middle and dress in an...
Hangover II was my favorite of the 3 films. When they went back to the nightclub and Stu found out he had been with a Ladyboy the night before.
The song "I hope you dance" really touches me. The fear of rejection has made me live very timidly and unauthentic. I feel like I've missed so much by living a lie for so long and wish I could have...
I think a lot of us, me included, have a hard time dealing with uncertainty and not being in control. Trying to control every aspect of our lives and be certain of everything about ourselves, is a...
I honestly don't think there is a cure for the desire but I think there is a cure to how we feel about ourselves. We learned a "core belief" from society as we were growing up that this made us bad,...
When people have inner turmoil, they need to talk to someone about it. I had guilt and low self esteem when I was growing up and I made the mistake of keeping it all inside. Burying our feelings...
I know how your feeling. I've never liked uncertainty and want definite answers. For much of my life I knew exactly what I was; a masculine CD. Then in my mid forties things began to change and I...
I've always had low self esteem and guilt feelings about this. I love to exercise and compete in running races, triathlons, ect. I found that by focusing on my training and an upcoming race, I...
Purging is usually an impulsive act based on guilt. I purged many times when I was a young adult. I haven't purged in about 15 years because I decided to stop fighting it and just accept myself. ...
I'm lucky to work where there is a relaxed dress code and I don't work with the public. I wear girls low rise jeans or girls bermuda shorts and a T shirt. Also shave my body hair and have long...
It was about age 45 for me when I started coming out and being myself in front of others. It was the late nineties at that time and I had just discovered the internet. I was emboldened when I...
I can definitely relate. I struggled with guilt and low self esteem for many years because of this. I even joined the military trying to be "macho" and super masculine. It wasn't until my mid 40's...