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Don?t remember even thinking about it .
When I was about 12-13 noticed some of my mom?s underwear and lingerie laying on here bed and decided to put them on .
Then I went running around the house...

I had a dream many years ago that I remember fairly well .
In the dream I was a girl in high school and me and a girl friend went to meet some boys early before class at a lake .
I was wearing a...

My thought of the day is that one reason that I am attracted to women?s clothes is all my life I held blue collar jobs that required me to be sweaty , stinky , dirty and greasy .
When I had...

My experience too !

Have not dressed in a good while but thinking about it every day .
Just bought new panties so here I go again .

When I go out for my walks , I have noticed what appeared to be gender neutral outfits on some of the walkers .
Due to the bright colors and designs can not distinguish gender in till I get within...

A couple of years back had a new picture made for drivers license ,
looked more like my mother than what I considered to be my male image should be and this made me self conscience as I am very much...

To really set my mood to dress I find myself putting on the most feminine panties and bra I have and everything else seems natural.

Sometimes I find myself looking at certain women's clothing , and think that is just too feminine for me , then I think it is supposed to be , because it is made for a woman , and that is the reason...

Using this halloween to get a collection of makeup, nails and other items with out suspicious thoughts from SO .

My SO knows ,but don't want to discuss it or see me dressed.

I love the feel of the smoother, lighter weight of women's clothes , and the options of colors and designs of all that's available to wear be it underwear or outerwear .
Feel so restricted and...

Keep in mind I am deep in the closet , but just realized when not at work all I wear are cotton sweat shorts flip flops and tank tops.
Would rather be wearing women's clothes but this is close as I...

In my case when I think about dressing I look at or think about a particular item of clothing and say to myself that would look silly on me or too girly , but when I actually put on the first...

I appear to have lots of company with my thoughts ,especially Vicki ,in the drivers seat a lot of the time .

How much time are your thoughts on crossdressing during your days or times not dressing ?
I find that it has become my constant companion , don't dress much but it is always somewhere in my thoughts...

When I dress I feel like I'm on a vacation from the male me !

I get the urge to shop ,then when I go I usually just nervously browse the ladies wear and leave with nothing but somehow at times that puts me at ease.

I ride a macho/fem rollercoaster almost everyday .
Just thinking about dressing is an escape for me from my normal manly job and life. Really hope to find a balance within myself and become...

I love shopping , buying or not , it almost gives me a high , very self conscious about browsing in the women's clothing department , but at the time very exciting .

Yes indeed ,I agree with you Vale ,many of the ladies at the churches that I attended in the past would be dressed beautifully and some were very sensual ,and often wondered if this was intentional...

Thanks everyone for the comments and advice will certainly keep them in mind next time I think I need to purge .

After a purge sometime ago I'm beginning to shop for feminine things again , and in doing so vowing to myself not to purge again .
Also talked with my SO , told her I tried to put my dressing away ,...

Thanks so much for all the replies and advice ,much needed ! I forget the dressing is all about me and not my SO , and that she is not amused by it , only tolerates it . I MUST keep my feel good...

My relationship exactly !