For the past 3 months, every weekend i'd get ready as Clarrisa and off i'd go without a care in the world, walking through malls, supermarkets, highstreets, all without any problems i felt at complete ease with myself,i'd get just the odd knowing look now and then but i'd just turn my head and look somewhere else till the moment passed. I felt top of the world, like i was a chamelion, then in the last 2 wks i started to get negative reactions. 1st it was a group of polish men where one was gesturing at me and joking with his pals, they seemed to follow me around the aisles at TK Max...next it was at a petrol station..2 lads get out of a van, 1 notices me getting out of the car "ha ha...ere..BIG BALLS" and gestures his friend to look..the final blow was last weekend in a New Look Store..i'm leafing through items on a rack and a group of young girls walk by..and one says to her friend "Thats a Man"...I went home and began to feel completely demoralised I think i've had what they call a wake up call or Reality check..hence sad to say Clarissa has been staying in this weekend..probably time to give the man a chance to reign again...anyone else had their Confidence shattered? and how has it affected you?