hi girls !
this is my first thread here...
i'm 19 and i started crossdressing when i was just 12....i loved putting on my mum's tights and bras... my great passion has always been ballet but unfortunately i've never practiced it, neither as a girl or as a boy. this attractionf for ballet and ballerinas has born when i was just 4/5 and i went to the kindergarden....here while boys did athletics girls did ballet and i past many hours looking from the window and wondering of being there with the other girls dancin and doing exercises at the barre.
at the age of 15 i really wanted to become a ballerina...so i decided to go to a balletshop and to buy a leotard, white tights, a skirt and pointe shoes(i had many problms with em because i needed a really high size...but that's another story)saying that i was sent by my sister or thing like that..
i really love wearing leotards tights and specially pointe shoes and everyday i think: why didnt i born girl? i could have practiced ballet, i could have mad many other things that as a guy i cant do! i'm not desperate...you know i can always engage with a ballerina...but I'd like to be the ballerina not another person!
i would be really thankful if someone gave me advice about what should i do, or told me about her experience...
i wanna be a ballerina