One thing I find alarming about my crossdressing needs is I seem to enjoy shopping a bit too much! I feel I am obsessive and compulsive about this. I find myself drawn in to femme shopping at least twice a week and my trend in shopping nowadays is to only buy femme clothes. Since I have my male business atire in place I really don't shop for men's clothing. Occasionally I'll buy a white tailored men's shirt and matching tie but that's it for my male persona.
With regard to my femme shopping needs I am making purchases of dresses, swimsuits, jeans, slacks, blouses, lingerie, etc. I admit it certainly feels good to shop and buy feminine clothing but I think I'm out of control and in need of some serious help!
Just yesterday I spent over $300 and bought femme clothes at every store I visited. I shopped at Macy's where I bought some slacks and junior polos; I shopped at JC Penny where I bought lots of bras and panties; I then bought some pantyhose and a matching bra and panty set at Victoria's Secret; I bought 2 pairs of junior slacks and a blouse at Target and lastly bought a junior's dress and swimsuit at Wal Mart all in the same day!
The problem is I have all these beautiful clothes hanging in the closet and in bags and I only wear a fraction of the clothes when I have the opportunity which is not often at all. I do try on everything I buy at least once when I have the chance at home for a brief moment.
Have any of you girls experienced this compulsive aspect in your cross dressing or find you have way too many femme clothes and very little time to wear them?
Would like to have some help in this area. Can any of you girls weigh in on this issue?
Going back to a psychologist can be to expensive for me!
Thank you!
Emmi