I can't sleep I'm so exited
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I've barely ever been out before.
No make-up, but it's dark out.
Should I slip into my denim miniskirt with panty hose or stockings, a wig, glasses and heels and drive to get a soda out of a machine in a semi-lit area and/or get gas ?
I am scared, but if enough girls say go, I'll do it.
Maybe I need the push, or maybe I should wait ???
Dianne
Go Dianne. Live a little and have a rush.
I'm very scared
Why not? I think the "average person on the street" is to involved with their own affairs to worry about, or even care who/what the next person is, or is doing.
Do you have that overpowering urge??Originally Posted by DianneRoberts
So I have 2 for's and no against....
I made myself a promise to go if 5 more said go then stay.
I am scared though, but dressing as we "speak"
Dianne
You know...at this time of night, who's going to notice. Take small steps. Step outside the door first and see how it feels. Then to the car..etc. Nudge...nudge.
Urge to get a first real out behind me, but a huge chicken out factor.
I wish I lived where there was a group to go on my first out with - not solo
Dianne
Likely 'cause this late on a Saterday, they're either to drunk or stoned to notice or care about anything.
Who knows, You may even get a beer goggles inspierd date?
I'd have to semi drab to the car and then change partway there - nosey neighbors are night owls.
Maybe I should wait ???
Scared
Dianne
I can relate Dianne. I so want to go out right now, but I'm not ready yet. There's no timetable here. When you're ready, you'll know.
Go for it!
Less traffic, less cops, less everything.
I did drive most of the way to work once dressed, changed just before I got there.
The very next day I had an accident.
What happens if I have an accident while dressed.
Too many people would know.
would my career be ruined. ?
So much to think about.
I want to go and maybe get seen but not OUTed
Dianne
Only YOU know your town. Only YOU know your own limits and abilities.
1. It's late, and people are self-absorbed. If you just go out and get gas the way you normally would, nobody will notice how you're dressed.
2. You seem to want to do this. You're just so scared that part of you hopes we'll talk you out of it.
3. Everybody here is going to say "go for it!"
I, too, will tell you to go for it, UNLESS you honestly think that the people you may encounter in your town are so bigoted that they will both notice AND care enough to harm you emotionally or physically. Sit for a moment. Take a deep breath to clear your mind. Ask yourself if it's reasonably safe to go get gas. If the answer is yes, GO.
Former member of the Georgia Perimeter College GSA. Member of the Atlanta Pink Pistols.
That's OK Dianne. Like I said, when you're ready. There IS alot to consider here. But, we'll all be here for you.
My car is unique and if anybody sees my while CD'd ,,, well I'm not ready for that.
But I want to go out....
If I was in your area, I'd drive over over enFemme and we'd both go out.
Don't dress yet. Put your femme clothes in a bag. Take the bag and put it on the passenger seat of the car. Drive somewhere at least thirty minutes away from where you live. Dress in the car. Enjoy being out dressed. Get in your car. Change clothes again. Drive home.
I know this sounds like a lot of effort, but if you want to dress very badly AND you drive a distinctive car AND you are afraid to be seen by anybody you know, then I can't think of any easier way to satisfy all your needs right now.
Former member of the Georgia Perimeter College GSA. Member of the Atlanta Pink Pistols.
A "big sister" is what I really need.
Thank you so much.
That sounds like a great idea. Many others have done just that.
we'll prepare between now & then.
Thank you all so much
Dianne
It's always easier when you're not alone
The best advice has been: "There is no timetable here" and "you know your town". Take a deep breath and if you freeze with your hand on the doorknob, don't worry. The time before you didn't even touch the knob. Take steps as you feel confident and don't worry if they are very very short steps.
My first dozen trips out total maybe 15 minutes all together and maybe 60 or 80 meters in distance.
My first trip out fully dressed was a near disaster of poor planning, bad fashion sense, inadequate shapeware, ill-fitting shoes that had never been on anything other than carpet and an advanced state of paranoia. I loved it.
You were right nobody noticed ( I'm kind of disappointed ).
Some traffic. Two cop cars...
I pulled in to get gas and nobody was there.
But just as I started a car full of rough looking boys drove in.
No comments, nothing, like I wasn't even CD'd.
So I upped the game and went to the supermarket.
It was closed and parking lot nearly empty. I parked far from the soda machine so I could walk FARTHER. Bought a Sprite, walked back, drove home.
I had walked to my car with jeans & jacket over my REAL clothes and had men's shoes - just in case of the nosey neighbor.
On the way home I wad en femme all the way to the house.
4" pumps. Black support ( feels better to me ) panty hose, black lacey thong, denim mini ( VERY mini ) skirt, bra ( filled with water balloons - probably oversize ha ha I'll have to upgrade soon) turtle neck mid sleeve blonde wig glasses and very pretty watch
I loved it
Thank you all for your support.
This is a night that I will always cherish.
Could be the first of many hundreds more, each one a little further out of the closet
Thank you, thank you
Dianne
Good for you sweetie. I know it must have felt wonderful.
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