If you have read any of my posts, you know that I am out have no problem shopping going out or anything like that.
Ironically I the more time I spend as Daphne the worse it gets.. This life for me is the headquarters of loneliness. I go out meet people do what I want have fun for a little while and come home.
Talk rarely goes beyond the superficial, people can be nice and thats great but it leaves me all very empty.
I have tried to make friends that go beyond this digital world but every time I reach out to someone they say Oh sure we can do this that go here and then it is all over some how they lose the email my phone got lost bla bla bla... and then they vanish! A month or two later you get a message saying cute shoes...
Recently I met a GG on this forum and we began to chat she asked for my advice and we became friends. I put myself out there answered all her questions gave her a shoulder to cry on we made plans to meet and guess what.. Her fascination with crossdressers came to an end oh well... Another one for the history books. Should have known better.
Do you ever get tired of being examined or treated like a pet or a Barbie doll?
The truth is I just cant stand it any more. I just want it all to end. It won't but I want it to.
I know there are a couple of girls who may read this that have asked me to meet them I do apologize I just don't believe it any more. been burned way to many times.