Other than CDers who've never wanted to be female, and TSs who feel you are female, many of you in this thread said you would have liked to have been a woman in the beginning, but you do not want to anymore.
Why is this?
Do you feel it is too late now because of aging? The desire before was caused by pink fog (fantasy) but in retrospect it was not real? Does it have anything to do with sexuality? Have you discovered after lots of outings in the mainstream that the novelty wore off or it wasn't all you thought it would be? Have you discovered as you get older that you also enjoy your guy side, or rather your femme self no longer feels threatened by your male self?
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