The urge to purge

[sandyb40c]

Thanks to everyone who took time to share their purging experiences. It's always good to know that i'm not alone. i'm just back from a couple of weeks away and am just catching up on things again. My time away helped me put some things in perspective. I know I have to share my dressing with my wife at some time, but I'm not sure I can just now. I'm dressed in some casual tuff just now and very comfortable. I'm also breaking in some new shoes I managed to get whilst on holiday. My urge to purge has disappeared for the time being. I think the break helped with that.

A big thank you to Jessica for your article on purging. It came at the right time. Thanks everyone for making this forum a really supportive community.

[CD Susan]

I have purged three times in my life, the last one being over 20 years ago. I did this in the belief that this would stop me from dressing and I could kick this "bad habit" of mine. This was during a period in my life when I was not accepting of being a cd and wanted to quit doing it. Of course the purges did not do any good and I always returned to dressing after only a short stay away from it.

That was a long time ago and I now accept the fact that I am a cd and will always be one. I am comfortable with this and now know that I will never purge my feminine things again. I love being a crossdresser and would not ever want to change even if it was possible.