I have had the fantasy of going out in public completely dressed. I have only gone out as an adrogenist so far. Fear has kept me in so far. So I am taking baby steps. I get the feeling of like a little kid opening Christmas gifts. When all the gifts are opened then what. I think of the Peggy Lee song "Is this All There Is?" I may have misquoted the title, but the old tymers here should remember it from the sixties.
And then what happens. I tell myself there is more and that I can do it again. But will it be the same? Who knows. I hope not that the "Thrill Is Gone". That would be a pity. Well first things first. Have to get out and about some day. Dy len