I have some friends here. Thank goodness for that. Over the last few weeks I have had a personal crisis, mainly who am I and whom do I want to be. I have seen a therapist in the Atlanta area since 2002, almost done with electrolysis, and was to have my first consultation with an Endocrinologist at the end of August. Then I stepped back and took a deep breath. I purged. I took my profile pictures down, I deleted my emails here, and worse, I deleted my friends. I cancelled my endo appointment and my hotel reservation for SCC.
Well I am not saying the crisis has passed, but I think I am going to grab all my stuff and spend a couple of nights here in Atlanta at SCC. I am terrible with makeup but hoping someone there will take me by the hand. I will have all my things so if I can get the face right, I will step out of my room as Alyssa and into the light.
To my friends here, I apologize for deleting you. Please if you find it in your heart, add me again.
Thanks to all the people here who do give me courage to slowly find out who I am. Look forward to seeing you next week.
Alyssa
I am not sure if I put this in the right thread.