i love to cross dress and all i mean i feel perfectly natural when I do. Yet I have a "Comfort Zone" And it does not reach past my house, in fact i cant go out of the house in fear of being discovered, I hide around windows and everything. My neighbors will surly tell my parents. and my parents will DEFIANTLY throw me out. there is not a doubt in my mind. and I do not have a job or any place to fall back on >.<
I do "crossplay" at conventions it is just about the same thing, but i am not around my parents and it is "only a costume" i am trying to break away from only crossplaying and expanding it to cross dressing. I mean I need to break through that "Comfort Zone" in my house. I want to be a full time cross dresser >.< But I have so many repressions stopping me from doing so.
Any suggestions?