At what moment did you figure out that you were no longer a man M2F's or woman for you F2M's but a crossdresser/TG/TV/TS? I don't mean at the moment you put on your first pair of panties but later on in life that you can't fight who you really are inside.
For myself I started to dress when I was 9. I played with my cousin (boy) trying on my other cousins (girls) clothes in the basement of my grandparents house.
I really didn't get into a full swing until I was about 15 and dating girls. Ooooohhh the panties that they wore! LOL I did this off and on for many years until I met Jennifer on Sept 2001. I came out to her about myself 6 weeks after we started to date. It was a gamble but I took it and I am so glad I did! After telling her we started to buy me all girl clothes and then my breast forms then the 2 wigs then make up.
I would try to be a man many times by getting more into guns and shooting. She fell in love with military weapons and it's a love we do together now.
It has not worked for my feelings. I still feel like a woman inside no matter what I do in life it seems.
I gave up on being a man about 2 years ago after just letting it just go. I don't want to fight the fight that is not worth fighting. I am being the better man (pun intended) and walking away.
I now feel so much better and like a weight had been lifted off of my chest. The only thing I have been at odd is not telling my parents and family. I would then love to come out to my work. But now days getting another job is not an easy thing to do. So, work is out of the question....for now.
So what is your turning point in life or have you even reached it yet?
To all of the great people on the fourm!
I want to really thank all of the wonderfull GG's that are here and sticking by your man/woman.
peace to all, Gisele One happy Crossdresser