the need ,or more correctly,desire,to come out and be seen as women,is all I think about. I am not passable.Seeing my friends here with there pics,you are all buetifull. I cant hide much longer,I did go out as a girl a couple times to get gas and soda, one or two poeple saw me.At home i am as female as possible,I am " a girl for real in my mind" I am also scarred like a little girl facing a lion. Im truely wishing I could be me ,and still have a job/and be breathing.