hello melbourne girls,
my whole has turned upside down in just a matter of days.....i got found out that im a CD! the other day it was all dressed up at home and going about doing some housework....i had forgotten to lock the front door that day(which i usually lock up when i dress at home). i live alone so there is never anyone to disturb me when i cd. unfortunately that day my gf decided to throw a little surprise party for me at my place in celebration of a new job i got last week......to cut a story short as u can imagine in walked a bunch of my friends and gf in stealth mode to surprise me and there i was standing at the kitchen counter fully dressed as a woman, in full view to all the people there and stunned.
this is not the way i ever wanted to be found out that i crossdress. in the next few days i lost my gf (she couldnt accept the fact i cd and was hugely embarresed in front of our friends), and a lot of the people present there that day have either stopped communicating with me or to some degree have given me the cold shoulder or snubbed me when i tried to communicate with them.
in all my life seems to be in disarray as i may have lost some of my very close friends and the woman i love. this has taken a heavy toll on me and frankly i do feel sucidal at the moment. i feel very lonely and i think i need some support. i couldnt think of any place to turn to than the internet and this forum.....hope u all lovely girls out there can help me regain my confidence and self-esteem and motivation.......to carry on with life.
would love to chat or tlk or meet with anyone willing to lend a little helping hand and support to this shattered person. i appreciate any help from anyone.
love u all,
anisha cd.