Leslie, my heart goes out to you and your wife.
Unfortunately, you both are in a "
Chinese Finger Trap" situation. The instinct is to pull away because you both are hurt, but the only solution is to put your differences aside and move back towards center.
This is extremely difficult to do when both parties feel injured. I say this with kindness, but sometimes I just want to go into people's homes and shake them by the shoulders to try to get them to see that taking a stubborn stance does nothing to move towards resolution. Moreover, adopting this position guarantees unhappiness as it greatly diminishes the quality of life. It is not until after the divorce if there is one that eventually the parties will realize what they had and what they lost.
I speak from personal experience.
The only thing that is required from each of you is simply an attitude adjustment, not changing who you fundamentally are. Compassion. Open-mindedness. Understanding. It is doable if you both are willing.
Can you think of ways you might begin to try to dispel your wife's misconceptions of who you are and what you want? Someone has to start the process.