As much as I love seeing GG's wearing all of their wonderful clothes, the boots, the tights, the makeup blah blah, it gets really frustrating! I can't go anywhere without having my attention drawn to whatever shoes a girl is wearing... I hear the sound of heels, I have to look. A tight skirt, I have to look. In general, if I see a person and they are female, I have to look. Not to check them out in a attractive sense, but I want to see their clothes.
Every second of the day, no matter what, it's really fricken bothering me. It has gone beyond the casual day dreaming, and has turned into an obsessive-compulsive urge. I mean, just tonight, I have 3-4 new pairs of boots to find and buy just to try out with my wardrobe, all because I saw some random chicks wearing them. Lets not forget the other 49 different pieces of wardrobe that I suddenly have curiosity in that they were wearing...
I really am tired of it, and wish it would go away. How do I get over this aside from locking myself in my room and never facing society? As much as we think we have it all figured out, there comes a time when you just have to ask for help...