Agreed, and I suspect this is where the OP was headed.
It's very hard to answer a question that needs to you compare yourself with what-you-may-have-been-if-you-weren't-blank.
I enjoy dressing. I have an awesome wife that works with my needs to express myself through dressing. I enjoy the serenity that seems to come with completing the picture of self. I have a great job that lets me buy nearly whatever pretty thing I happen to want. My lemonade tastes pretty darned good.
As early a a year ago, I would happily let some guy pop back a bunch of years and flip the TG switch to the off position. Now... I'm not sure how happy I'd be when I sent him off, but I wouldn't have to worry about it afterwards, since it would have never happened.