I have tried many times when I purged and have come to the conclusion I can not give up crossdressing.
Do I want to give up crossdressing?
I thought many times I did and really tried hard to do so but what I realized is that I have been miserable when I gave away all my feminine clothes and wasted so much money in the process. Now I realize how important it is for me to dress and I have come to accept it after many years and many purges.
Do I feel my crossdressing has affected me?
Ofcourse it has affected me. I live with it every day. There is no time when it is not on my mind. I am able to conduct my life but crossdressing is a very big part of my life.
Why is crossdressing so difficult to stop?
If I knew I would be able to answer it but I don't know why. I just feel I was born with feminine needs and crossdressing help me with my gender identity.
Is it still a big secret?
For most it is but for close family it is hard to keep it a secret as my need to crossdress has intensified.
Will you always be a crossdresser?
Yes I am a crossdresser starting at age 4-5 and am in my late 40s and still doing it with the same excitement I felt as a child.
Would you ever reach out to help others who are crossdressers or transgendered?
I would like to but am very shy about it.
emmi
