I have been trying to quit cding for some time now.I now realize that it isn't going away.I'm ok with it but I am afraid.I am afraid of how people will treat me if and when I finally come out and out I mean OUT.I have a lot of thoughts rushing through my mind everyday.I love to dress(completely).I have had thoughts of being with a man but I have not.I'm just scared.I'm not sure at this time what to do.I am confused and it terrifies to think of talking to a Dr. that's just another person that knows my secret.I really don't what to do.I do know as hard as I've tried I cannot stop dressing and I always think about cute guys,hell I've even catch myself checking out guys.I just don't get it.