Well, thanks for all the comments. I do appreciate it. I also appreciate the fact that some of you think I'm a little too hot for my own good. ;-)
Someone said to make sure I'm not in love with Allie and don't forget who I am or something. Well, I am Allie. That is who I really am, at least a good portion of me is Allie. If I wasn't married, was financially independent and it wouldn't hurt anyone I probably would do more...not SRS...but would do more. I have no interest in being a regular woman. I am happy with the fact (and enjoy) that I am different.
To answer a couple of questions that some of you had.
Kelly...I spend 12 night a month in a hotel but do not dress when I travel any more. One of the lines in the sand were that I would only dress with my wife present. So, that time is spent alone in a hotel room doing pretty much nothing.
Maybe a lot has happened in the last year and maybe I am moving too quick. But I do have a vision of where I want things to go for me. I have a bigger vision of how I want to help others improve their lives.
The reason that I am "all over the place" is that I'm getting my name out there so I can use it to benefit others. I am going to be writing columns in various publications both online and in print. I also want to write columns that can be sent to mainstream publications to help people understand the TG community better.
I think it is about time that we took this stuff out of the closet and into the living room of America. There has been enough hiding and enough misrepresentation of who we are by characterizing all of us as "drag queens".
I've been thinking about this a lot and I think I have a good solution. Right now I rarely get to fully dress...maybe 2 - 3 times a month. When I dress I usually only go out to clubs. Since I want to dress more and can't I tend to let it come into my male life...becoming more of a fem guy...wearing panties, pink toe nail polish, etc. just about every day.
So my thoughts are to make more time to dress all the way. But when I'm not dressed be 100% guy. No toe nail polish or panties, etc. Maybe she will get her "fix" by seeing me in total guy mode more and she'll see that she isn't losing that side of me. When I'm in girl mode I'll be 100% girl and do it more often so it will be better for me too.
How does that sound to you guys?
Kisses,
Allie