Good afternoon ladies and gents
I'd like to introduce to you, BOBI, THE NEW ME!
I am now Bobi Jean, or just Bobi as I prefer.
It has been right at a month since my last post on here so a LOT has taken place. I now live in my own apartment. Everyone in the complex knows me as Bobi, they know I am a cross dresser and will eventually go 100% of the time living as a female. I now visit with a therapist every other week. I now attend a "transgender coming out" group meeting every week and I already live about 85% of the time as Bobi. (100% of the time at the apartment). I now have my own bank account in my name (Bobi) with photo ID. I am so much more relaxed, so much more comfortable, and so much more able to enjoy being me. I really can not relay in words the feeling of satisfaction this has brought into my life. Right now the only two people that mean anything to me at all, that do not know about Bobi, is my two grand daughters. Their mother is ready to let them know about, and meet, Grandpa Bobi, but DAD isn't so much ready yet. we're still working on that but I don't think it will be much longer. I had mentioned in an earlier post about the story I wrote, well my therapist read it and is wanting me to get it published and made available to the world in order to help others going through what I have gone through all my life. Maybe it would help but I am still just a little hesitant. After reading the story and talking about Bobi for the first three meetings, my therapist told me that I have always been a girl. I was just one of those girls born into the wrong gender. She, the therapist, also said that I had taken care of about four years worth of theray simply because I wrote the story in the fashion I did. What she means by that is; I already knew what needed doing, when to do it and had a very realistic approach to gettin it done.
So, if needed I will accept the decision of the administrators to drop me from this site because I am NO LONGER A CROSS DRESSER. I am now a woman that happens to be stuck in a mans body. I am a heterosexual woman according to the therapist. By the way, I have decided not to have any SRS done but I may have breast implants within a year. still thinking about hormones, I'm not fond of some of the side effects and or dangers involved with them. I'm just too old to pay that kind of money out for such a short period of time (best guess 15 years) that is enjoyable years not til death. now 20 years younger and I'd knock the SOB next in line out to take his place for SRS. Now, I'd end up in the hospital alright, the ER, not for SRS.
I've taken to much of your time already so will go for now. Just thought I'd update a little and will continue to do so every now and then (as long as the administrators will allow).
p.s. don't have time for pictures right now but will try to get some posted tomorrow. I take some every time I leave the apt for meetings and such
bye for now and every one have a good day, I will
Bobi
Put a little lipstick on you'll feel better
