Hi,
I have to admit, I live in fear of being discovered as a crossdresser by friends and colleagues.....to me it is a kind of doomsday scenario - to somehow by some small mistake or quirk of chance be found out.
Most of the time I can put this to the back of my mind and not let it worry me but every now and then the fear comes upon me. I know I shouldn't worry about it so much. But to me it would be like being cut adrift. I mean Im sure I would cope in the long run but imagining the embarrasment, the whisperings - knowing people knew and were laughing. It fills me with fear.
maybe I need to make some major changes to my life and how I evaluate it so that im not beholden to this fear - but I am afraid to do that also.
Anyways wondered if sharing this here might help me get some ideas and guidance......thanks for reading
J