Originally Posted by
NicoleScott
In my brain there is an image of what I consider to be a hot, sexy, beautiful, glamorous, perfect woman, and I want to be that woman. When I dress up, that is, not full-time. Trouble is, I am just an average-looking guy with a guy's body, so I can never get there. I will never have the slim figure that can be enhanced as you do, Doc. I can make up, though, and I love makeup, making up, and being made up, so I go that way instead of a mask. I do what I can with my figure (shapewear, corset, etc.). Whenever I dress and make up, I try to become that ideal image. I'll always fall short, but I'm happy with what I can do and the look I can achieve. So yes, I would if I could, and I always try to be that perfect female image. It's never about passing for me. What I like doesn't pass well, but I dress and make up for my pleasure. And that pleasure is primarily looking at myself in the mirror and later viewing pics and videos. I like the feel, sounds, and smells associated with cd-ing, but it's the visual that really gets me. Crossdressing just wouldn't be the same for me if there were no mirrors.