Hi everyone .. it's been a long time since posting anything and lots of shifts since, a mix of accepting myself better, and as a consequence becoming a lot more relaxed about dressing ... but not somehow getting round to it so much. Except just recently, in cold weather, I decided to try wearing black wool-mix tights (pantyhose) instead of long-johns ... wonderfully warm and comfortable .... and finding myself thinking nothing about it, being with friends, colleagues, family (situations where I'd usually feel very guilty or too self-aware) ... and feeling they're completely normal clothing. I'm now ready to go to a store to get another couple of pairs for ordinary use, guy mode... So somehow, I seem to have gone from accepting my CD persona, though not really doing it much, to merging into wearing women's clothes strictly for practical reasons! Am I still allowed to visit this site?? (just joking... )