I hope no one is offended by this question, but it is something I have noticed on the forum... Why do you refer to your female/CD self in third person? It confuses me because you are the same person, with the same feelings, likes and dislikes, are you not? From how Veronica explained it to me, there is no diffrence between her and M****** because, again, they are the same... I don't even think of her as M****** any more, but to me, they are still one and the same... Does this make sence, or is this a late night, percoset fuled rambeling?