Before I start , PLEASE do not continue if you are open with your dressing and think it's the next best thing compared to sliced bread
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Are we that bad? I read some post here like everyone ( even lurkers ) I also answer in some.The biggest concern I have noticed is acceptance!
Not only from our loved ones but ourselves, we seem to not accept ourselves? Did you just read that? Now I am also speaking for myself as having a accepting S.O. I have the same problem I can not accept myself!
No this is not all the time but it seems to go in cycles, I am thinking out loud right now but it seems that a rash of THREADS have been posted about self acceptance here latley , or is it just me?
I will admit I favore my male side more , I have feelings after I dress that are over whelmingly ashamed of doing the girl gig.. I feel I rob my true nature ( or what I was taught to be ) and maybe thats why.. I feel quilt , and that I have not only let myself down but others who depend on me.
I enjoy and look forward to dressing and during I wish it would never end , but deep down inside I know it has to. But shortly after I hate myself, but soon that feeling also goes away.
Is this something you find yourself doing?
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