Been living on my own for awhile now and even though I had the freedom to dress I went through spurts where I either dressed a lot or not at all and went through a few purges. Now that I have been given the opportunity to move in with a good friend as a roommate I am going to have the opportunity to dress whenever I want to, I told her all about it and she totally accepts it and doesn't care as she has had several friends who have dressed on occasion or all the time.
Since then Ive been wanting to dress more and more as I'm counting down the days till I move in and this has made me much happier. Its weird how when I was living alone and had all this free time to dress I never wanted to, felt lonely and depressed all the time but now its not the same. I guess the idea of being able to be who I am and to have a supporting friend and person to share it with is what makes me happier now. All I can say is I'm going to take every opportunity I get to dress and express who I am and hopefully I will finally find peace and balance between the two sides of me and I trully will be happy for once.
thanks for listening