After being here, I often think about my thoughts about reaching out to others here. I did at one time fly off the handle and had a bitch session with those who did not reply to me. I think about how that really effected me and others here! Reacting and just being able to be patient here with others has indeed taught me a lot! Sometimes it still does feel like others are being snooty? and some do respond with support! As I too have a lot to offer and my purpose of being here shows more love!~ I wonder if that scares people away? lol as I ponder thought once again in how this site is once more dropping to the bottem of my priorities! could it be disappiontment I wonder? or expectations? I think both! and keeping in mind its all about me not you! lol I feel like that fictional charector on sienfield!~ Goerge Castanza~ its not you its me old routine! I feel better now! that I can at least put this out in a better way! I am human and allowed to make mishaps! take care my sweet women and girls love EileenxoxoRonxoxo