The trouble with coontroling those urges to just go outside and relieve the cabin fever .. I was out in front of my house late at night so less chances of being caught. It felt good to be outside and I was completely dressed , standing near the garage door and it was shut.
My daughter and son-in-law are staying with me so I obvioulsly need to be cautioned about what I do.
I am still very much in the closet and it would not only turn my would upside down but thiers as well.
So anyways I am standing up against my truck when I seen headlights approaching . My heart was pounding fast as I found a place to duck into between my truck and son-in-laws car. It was my night owl neighbors and yes they ruin many chances to relieve my cabin fever . I can see them get out of their SUV and stare over towards my direction and what seemed like hours was only two or three minutes .. I waited for like 10 minutes then darted through the open gate to my backyard and slipped through my bedroom window..That was close, late I went out in DRAB and closed the gate..