Sitting here, Saturday night, just by myself, all dressed up.
Have long wig on, a pretty black and white dotted summer dress, black patent pumps, thigh high stockings and a brand new strapless pushup black bra. Going to put on my favorite blue dress, along with my boobies, and some nasty high heels.
Have make up on, not good at it, and bright red lipstick.
Just walked outside for a while to practice walking. Very quiet in the neighborhood, nobody about. I am not out.
An emptiness in my life because I really want to go out and have some fun. The only time, other than Halloween, I went dressed was to the OUT nightclub here in Madison WI. But they opened at the wrong time, and never came close to making it. I did have a fun night, dancing and a few drinks.
I have no problem buying clothes, I have a great wardrobe, classic and vintage, current fashions, but I really don't have the nerve to go to any clubs and I don't have any crossdressing friends.
Sorry to vent but just bummed.
I'm envious of the crossdressers who are able to pass and go out. Maybe, for me, sometime in the future.