Ok, here's the story. I am 35 and have been crossdressing since I have been a teenager. I never before cared about going out in public, I was satisfied with just being a woman at home. But for the past year now, I have been going crazy. I simply can not feel like a normal, average woman just by staying inside my house. I need, and want to go out and have fun. I am just dieing to go to a bar with some girlfriends, have a few drinks, and have some fun. Just have some real girl time ya know!!!
I finally feel like i can be passable, atleast body wise. The only thing that has stopped me in the past from going out was I had no confidence in my passability when it came to my face & make-up....but I think I am finally starting to get it right.
In two weeks my daughter will be visiting her mother out of town for two and a half weeks. This oppertunity doesn't happen often because my ex rarely sees our daughter....so I don't get much alone time. I want to go out sometime during these two and a half weeks, but I admit, I am nervouse, intimidated, and scared to do it alone. Besides, one of the main reasons that i wanted to go out in public is so I can have a night on the town with some sisters. I am not out of the closet to any of my friends, and i want to keep it that way for now.
So, with that said, if there are any girls here who live in the Tampa Bay area, and would like to go out and have some fun.....while being my support & confidence builder.....let me know.
Other then that....any advice anyone can give me about what not to do, or what not to forget to do on my first outing....it would be greatly appreciated! Wish me luck!!!!!