So in the past I've experimented with some feminization hypnosis and didn't like it, really.
Problem is that lately I seem to have come down with acute hypnophobia that's so bad that I've been literally nauseous with fear the last few days and am having trouble sleeping at night. It's interfering with my daily life.
So now I am terrified of being hypnotised or having been hypnotised sometime in the past.It's even started becoming an evil cycle where I go back and listen to feminization audio to convince myself that I won't be hypnotised. Thus just making the situation worse.
I don't know what I'm asking. Maybe if there's some kind of cure for hypnotism or just some reassuring words to make me feel better. I'm considering calling a therapist about this.
My life is hilariously bad.