I don't like myself this afternoon because it's seems like the more feminine I try to be the more masculine I seem to be and I hate myself , I guess I will just have to keep working at it ,it is just that the more I try the less I see it . I so much want to be feminine the evaluation for HRT can't come quick enough .
I am so glad for this forum it helps me to be able to express myself and to talk of my frustrations. Thank you girls for being there .
Don't you hate it when you have spent a couple of hours on your make up and looks only to be seen as a man still by sales people and others who need to make a point in looking to hard.