Originally Posted by
Joanie_Shakti
Just today, I was in Starbucks and saw a barrista whom I have a bit of a crush on. I hadn't seen her in several weeks and she was there today as a customer with her fiancee. He was a fit, perhaps Marine or Army good looking guy. As I stood there, a dumpy middle aged guy, with my shaved legs, French toenails and toe ring, oplascent polished fingernails, plucked eyebrows, and underdressed in ruffled panties, I started feeling bad about myself for never having been "manly," thinking that I'll never be attractive to the kind of girl I'm attracted to.