The two truely seem to be different things.
Yesterday I had a client, of course whe whole family was roaming around the shop, and a few times when they were talking about me, they said "she".
Client was like, "She is going to cut 2 inches off my hair, think it out, and we will see what it looks like then". So this happened several times.
Now either I pass or they could see I was presenting femme and being respectful (acceptance), either way I was 100% content. I was just some woman doing her hair.
Well this was good until I think after the 5th or 6th time of someone pestering me, seeming to make a point of using my male name (NOT femme at all) "Is everything going OK John?" "John, I am putting your progress report here at your station" For real, when you are staring someone dead in the eye and talking, do you really need to use their name? I mean it is clear you are addressing someone if you look in their eyes.
Well I am sure this family pretty much knew by the time I left, especially after my client reffered to me as "he" towards the end of her services.
Unrelated times have been when my now ex-friend makes it a point to overuse my male name, either talking to me or in front of clients. Or when an instructor is addressing everyone and says "ladies" and then looks at me and says "and gentlemen..."
At school, the instructors and other students, some of them know my femme name (Erin) and all of them can see I am presenting as a woman. MAde-up, clothing, etc...
Are people just stupid? I almost feel like each time I have a client, someone should come busting over to my station and say, "Oh by the way, this is John, don't mistake him for a woman, he may look like it but is not..."
I think in one of Calpernia Addams videos about Q's to not ask a TS, she correlated this to "people wanting to put us in our place".
Is that what it is?
My ex-Friend Mary at school HAS a TS MTF sibiling so she should know better than anyone..
So, how should I handle this situation? Am I wrong to assume that they would just naturally think to ask how I wish to be addressed? I mean gyod surely someone who presents as a woman is wanting to be called by male pronouns and his name... I have not said anything yet.
One thing - those who have known me for years, I don't expect them to call me Erin, I mean they are exempt if they cannot adjust to Erin, I understand but these yahoos I go to school with, they have NOT earned any right to say they know me.
BTW my male name is not John, but mine IS jusdt as masculine.
How to handle this one?