Hey everybody!
I just need to talk and I don't have many people that I can talk about this with. I figured I'd come here!
So, I just got out of a relationship with a girl who was completely accepting of who I am and what I do. She never questioned it but truly accepted that it was a part of me and that it made me happy. Ultimately she ended up being pretty crazy and obsessive...so it didn't work out to well in the end.
When she was around I definitely got a lot braver in my crossdressing and femininity. I would wear some light makeup when we went out, I would wear some of my coach jewelry when we went shopping or on dates. We went out dressed together a couple of times after awhile and I would let her dress me at home and I would even just be dressed whenever she came over later on in the relationship.
She made me feel so comfortable and so confident that I'm having a hard time adjusting to anything less now that she isn't around.
It feels like the right thing in my life and the direction I want to go...but it's one of those things where I don't quite know what the next step is for me and how I am going to get there.
I guess it just makes it harder when you have no one to lean on and give you that support we sometimes need.