Ok here goes its been a while since i was able to log on properly.
My wife has taken an interest in doing a college course on health and buety inc massage. She has asked if she can practice make up on me (the joy of it) of course i reluctantly agreed coz she still not know bout my cd'ing.
here is the prob do i sy that i will do it as long as she mkes ovr a girl and not her husband or just let her do it in guy mode - this may be my chance to finally come out to her slowly.
on another note i have got to be very close to her best friend and one night whilst chatting on facebook she asked a probing question that led to more and more and i finally got to come out to someone and she is fantastic and supportive.