So for the past few days me and my girlfriend Shannon (aka Shananigans) went down to the beach. We had a lot of fun chilling, relaxing, and etc and one night decided a photo shoot with Camie was in order. We get all dressed up and Shannon helps me with my make up. We spend over an hour taking pictures and having fun like a couple a girls having a sleepover (haha).
Anyway, something amazing happened. For awhile I was not just a guy in a dress and a wig...I was actually Camille. This has happened to me few times (usually I find CDing to be a great sexual thing but I still feel like myself). Has anyone else felt like a different person, of a different gender?
I feel like it was more than the clothes, or the make up, or even the wig. All of these things can make me feel sexy or feminine, but never made me feel like I was actually Camie. No, it was having this amazing woman who could take me seriously and treat me like Camie...the clothes and make up only helped the illusion she gave me. I was fully aware of all of body, and did not for a moment believe I was biologically female, but I felt like Camille, a woman (of sorts). This partly helps me realize that I am not a TS. I don't want SRS, I can feel like a woman with my woman without it. However, all that being said, the power of the feeling of being Camille kind of scares me. I was sad to let her go...
Anyone have any sense of what I'm talking about, or am I just rambling?