Hey hon, like I almost always do I find a positive and light note in every story and let me tell you, you were only one more denial from Peter. Saint Peter denied Jesus three times and look at Christianity today. Hon you did what you had to do and if taking bible as reference you will be a great woman and will embrace and delight everyone with your lovely presence. Just give it a time, Amen!
Love you, you are so beautiful, no wonder they were wondering!