We've talked since then, and while she doesn't understand what's going on (I don't really know either) and is worried about where this may lead. [...]
She wonders if I want to wear other items of women's clothing or go out in public dressed as a woman, if I'm attracted to men, or want to change my sex. I've told her that I think the answer to the first question is no and am sure the answer to the last three is no.
Do you think perhaps her questions the other day about where it is leading and whether you wanted to do those other things, might perhaps have been related to her already knowing that you were discussing these kinds of issues with other people?
What did those "foreys" consist of if you had not tried hose yet, as you led us to believe in your introduction?
Yesterday you "think" you don't want to wear any other women's clothes, but today you have an anxiety attack over buying heels, and you've been talking with CD/TG/TS for 2 1/2 years? A wholely reasonable interpretation of those statements by the viewing audience would be that you lied to her in that discussion and that you mislead us in your introduction. And, of course, that she would have known that you lied to her when you said "No" about the other clothes. A natural question she would have would then be "What else did you lie to her about? Are you telling her the truth even now?" And a natural question we here would have would be "What is the truth about your situation, even if only the truth as you know it?"
For a "long time"? Would that happen to be about 2 1/2 years? So perhaps she was nudging you to open up to her? And even now, perhaps to open up to yourself?
I'm not bothered that you wear women's clothes -- I'm sitting typing in an ankle-length red dress, bra, forms, panties, earrings, with my toe-nails and fingernails freshly decorated today.
I'm not bothered that you found it difficult to open up to your wife: it took me time to do that even once I'd reached the point where I was starting to get sick to my stomach from keeping it secret.
A bit of denial to your wife: unfortunate, but human. You're going to have to make it up to her.
I
am, though, bothered that you mislead us a fair bit in your introduction, to the point where your introduction was a form of fiction. I spent a good half an hour putting together a considered response to that fiction